EXCESS

write too much. awake too much. love too much. wish for cuddles too much. lend myself to people's trouble too much. watch pbs too much. eat bad food too much. drink too much, smoke too much. categorize too much. judge too much. want to own people too much. want people too much. overanalyze too much. want to talk to her too much. want her to talk to me too much. wish for things to be different too much. criticize too much. think too much, philosophize too much. forget too much. say too much. feel too much. see too much.

am too much.

too much wishing to be something i am not yet. too much wanting to be with someone i am not with yet.

too much, too much.

too much life for my languishing, weakening, terrified body.